Thursday, May 7, 2009

Careful and Honest Contemplation

Today billy struck me a serious mental blow with this phrase: "I saw the moon tonight, his light held supremacy over the sky, as if he was the only being in existence. He gazed upon the world blankly, for there was no one to watch him shine. Tonight I was his witness, whether he realized it or not. The dreamer was not alone."  It struck me that we are like the moon, always reaching for something greater than we are.  Simple hunter-gatherers discovering fire, Columbus sailing to the Americas, Neil Armstrong landing on the moon.  In these attempts, we are to be rewarded for our success.  But in our triumph do we loose our sense of innocence?  When so much is at our finger tips, we forget where we come from and how far we have traveled for the things we take for granted.  With city lights holding captive the night sky, we forget all about the simple things nature tells us are marvels.  One of my favorite things to do is to take a weekend and go camping in a place remote from all that is civilization.  Somewhere that I can hear everything, and nothing, where I can see for miles without the steel of city and town.  At night, watching the stars arc overhead, I remember, and get lost in what it's like to be alive. I am rejuvenated with a childlike view of things, something that should not be discounted.  Children are unhindered by beliefs and bias. They see clearly what grown men cannot.  They feel deeply what does not shake us.  


Why can we not see unclouded, and live carefree like children?  We get bogged down in our day-to-day and forget to look up at the sky, or to see the beauty as we walk to and from.  Keep this in mind, as you do your daily tasks, and maybe we can feel a sense of what Billy felt.  Though we may be like the moon, reaching for the sun, let us not get burned by the very thing keeping us alive.


Me as a Musician Part III: High School & College


Today I am writing as I sit in on a concert praising the works of Robert Schuman.  Schuman's music is remarkably peace full to listen too.  It's definitely music to listen to while napping or reading a book.

Part III:
High school was rather eventful for me.  my freshman year I attended the the newly built Pioneer High.  The band instructor was a cook.  Imagine Mr. Barry, then imagine him trying to strangle you with that horror film nose hair.   That was this guy.  I can't even remember his name.   I broke my hand during the fall, and couldn't play music for about 2 months.  In the spring, I got in a fight and was taken out of public school by my parents.  I continued music in the form of piano, and going to see Mr. Holck every couple of days and filling in the holes in his percussion section.  My sophomore year is when things got hairy.  I was doing home school, and my mom took me to the well established Woodland Sr. High School in search of  the musical mythology surrounding the should be legendary John Abigana.  Nothing but good can be said about the man, however I was terrified upon first arriving at the school.  band with Mr. A changed my life.  I made my longest lasting friends ships in his band classes, and had the best fun and learning experience.  In his class, I got to play in many well remembered pieces.  We played Mars and Jupiter from Gustav Holst's  "The Planets"   we also playing a five movement piece called "The Sorcerers Suite"  it is a composition based on the prominent characters of the Harry Potter books.  Because Warner Bros own the copyrights to all things Harry or Potter, the movements were titled as vague analogues to the story line.  I can't remember any f the ridiculous names, perhaps I will look for them in my music books.  My most favorite works are the Gustav Holst's Military Suites for Band.  The first suite is simply title "First Suite in Eb for Military Band."  The three movements are "Chaconne," "Intermezzo." and "March."  The Second suite is titled similarly: "Second Suite in F for Military Band."  The four movements are: "March," "Song Without Words," "Song of the Blacksmith," and "Fantasia on the Dargason."  Another magnum opus we performed was "Hobbits" from the "Lord of the Rings Suite."  I do not mean the movie score.  this music was written by Johan de Meij.  The Suite consists of five movements  "Gandalf," "Lothlorien,"Gollum," "Journey in the Dark," and "Hobbits."


During High school, I auditioned for the Nor Cal Honor Band, as well as the All State Honor Band. I got 
into nor cal, no such luck on the all state.I got into several music schools during my senior year. During the
2007 band trip, I auditioned at Fresno State and Chapman University. Both places said they would have
me, but something was not right. Upon my audition for Galen Lemmon, and SJSU. I knew I was in the
right place. The entire campus felt right to me. College. College has me on the edge. Whether that edge is
despair or success, I cannot tell. All I know is that I am a much better musician than ever before, and I have
only the wish to get better. I wish that I didn't have to take the GE courses required to get a degree. I need
to just focus on becoming an excellent musician, and to focus on learning what life means for me.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Me as a Musician, Part II: Elementary & Middle School

Yesterday left us with me lugging orchestral bells around my sixth grade class.  Well, that was al fine and dandy, but we got a new band teacher that year too.   He was a very old hairy man who had poorly articulated speech and all to properly articulated eyebrows, ear and nose hair.  If you have ever seen Jeff Dunham's marionette "Walter,"  you know what Mr. Barry looks like.  No where near as funny though.  Mr. Barry was dull, droll and a troll.  His spit could reach the moon on a normal day.  Nonetheless, band was very enjoyable.

____________________________ MIDDLE SCHOOL__________________________

Graduating to seventh grade was traumatic for me.  The first week of school, was jumped in the mens restroom, and forever more was terrified of the "gotta go" urge.  band was great though.  Mr. Holck is an excellent teacher, and he runs a very very good program.  For the first time in my life, I had friends in the music department.  We hung out in band, after band, and in our other classes.  I remember playing a roland keyboard in a festival of music.  The piece was "John Willams Overture"  and it was a medley of his more popular themes, such as Jaws, Star Wars, E.T, and others.  We also Played a medley of the music in Shrek. 

Tomorrow:  Part III, High School & College

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Musicians Institute, and Me as a Musician

Like I said, today is the day I begin discussing my musical history, as we as my hopeful musical future.  Here goes:

I began my musical career with a Fisher Price color coded xylophone.  From there I graduated to the backs of chairs and my parent's heads.  When I turned eight, I began taking piano lessons.  these lessons continued, much to my personal chagrin, until i would turn sixteen.  In the fourth grade, the whole class learned to play recorder, and in fifth grade I picked up the trombone.   The day I brought it home, I spent hours figuring out how to put it together and hold it.  Once I trampled that hurdle, I proceeded to clean the instrument.  This fact, negating hundreds of other reasons, is why I switched to percussion.  Having to snake out a brass tube is something that should be left for plumbers, not school children.  Nevertheless, I was the best trombonist, I had the best dynamics and the best tone a 10 year old could have.  Mr. French's sixth grade class saw my hauling around a huge set of orchestral bells.

________________________Part II begins tomorrow_________________________

Monday, May 4, 2009

Whoops

I missed a day, so I will be covering both Sunday and Monday in this blog.  yesterday was a bit of a flop.  the best part was playing Soul Caliber IV with my two brothers and one sister.  I drove home to San Jose, and got stuck in traffic several times along the way.  My radio is still not working, so I am making it my prerogative to get comfortable headphones for my iPod.  Pizza is sounding really good right now, and even though I have a 2500 word essay to write, proofread, rewrite and turn in by tomorrow, I can't stop thinking bout pizza.   

Tonight the SJSU Percussion Ensemble is performing in the concert hall.  We're playing all sorts of pieces.  My favorite of the night is entitled "Goblins"  it is for 9 percussionists, and is very characterized.  I love it.  My second favorite is "Cop Drama"  this intense piece is inspired by the music and antics of '80s and '90s cop flicks.  


........ Brief Interlude ........

The concert went really well, everything was spot on, and we were all excited.  I still have my essay to write, which I should be doing now.... some on stop me, blogging is addictive.  One of these days I will post pictures of my drum set and if I can figure out how, I will also put a video or audio file of my playing up... (does anyone who happens to be reading know if it is possible to embed a video into a blog?)


Besides the pictures and video, my next blog will be a detail of my journey through music, and how has affected my life.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Firebreather

Today began unusually. No 7:30 am alarm to get me out of bed all groggy and grumpy.  But, I did get to go over to my girlfriend's for breakfast, which consisted of me feeling sick and Elise eating raisin bran with soy milk.  Driving to Woodland was the usually bore, only punctuated by my CD player/Fm radio going out on me.  I was forced to put headphones on and listen to my iPod for the duration of the trip.  

Once in Woodland, I made a bee line for Will Devine's house (there are actually some rose bushes permanently attached to my front bumper as a result).  Will and I jammed with another Will who plays bass guitar.  He is awesome.  we were all over the place grooving in 4/4, 7/8, 12/8, even 15/16.  we came up with a jam that will undoubtably be a song within the next few weeks.  I also have advanced some in my playing, I was doing fill combinations I usually wouldn't think of, and even messing up, because I was trying things that normally I wouldn't think of.

I also filled out applications for work at Mr. Pickles and In "N" Out in Davis.  So cross your fingers, and hope I get one or both jobs.  Off to dinner with my family, yesterday was my dad's birthday, so tonight we're going to dinner at B.J's in Natomas.  Hooray for Pizooki!

Just got back from dinner, it was amazing.  Now Spencer and I are gonna play Halo and make fun of people.  Watch out, you could be one of them.  See you tomorrow.

Friday, May 1, 2009

my first blog ever

Hello to all of you out there in cyber-world... and cyber-space too.  There are some things I am learning about the art of blogging even as I type:

1.  when you want to write something meaningful and profound, there is no paper
2.  when you're sitting here, trying to remember that profound thing, the mind is blank.


so anyway, here I am to document and comment on all things that come to mind.

Like this morning, I drove from Woodland to San Jose from 12:15 AM to 2:00 Am, just so that I could get a good nights rest and go to percussion Ensemble.  I am exhausted, and ironically, I played fairly well.  The concert for that class is on Monday, wish all 17 of us luck.  

speaking of concerts, last night was a debacle to be sure, if I hadn't guilt tripped Steve, we would have driven to Orangevale for naught.  and still, the crowd was lame, the lighting was one-sided (literally, the stage right bank of lights were out) and our sound guy totally forgot to mic check Will... it was like Aaron Neville singing along to Thrice.  still had fun, got to get some exercise in by jogging right before the set.  

Today is my dad's birthday... gotta call and say hi.  see you tomorrow